Somewhere south of Joplin, Missouri, the prairie buckles and
sighs into the pines and oaks of the Ozarks. Fifty-degree springs push up from
the ground, chert crunches underfoot, and Ovenbirds send their pulsing song
from every wooded slope. In this landscape, I am at once filled with peace and
energized with possibilities in the wilderness.
The Ozarks are the backdrop for the War Eagle Trail Running Festival. The 50-km, 25-km, and 10-km events utilize the extensive trail system
in Hobbs State Park-Conservation Area, located about 25 minutes east of Rogers,
Arkansas. The park boasts an excellent nature center where organizers stage the
start/finish area.
Rick and I traveled here for the first War Eagle 50k in
2011. He ran the race while Adrian and I crewed. From the support side
of the race, I noted beautiful trails, friendly and helpful volunteers, and
easily accessed, regularly spaced aid stations. When I decided to run my first
50k, the 2012 War Eagle was the right race at the right time.
The Idiot Band
My Free State Trail Marathon race report highlighted in
excruciating detail the struggle with my left iliotibial band. After Free
State, I took a week off running to recover the IT band and shake a respiratory
infection. Three weeks post-marathon, I ran the Rock On Lake Perry half
marathon at full effort and angered the IT band again. In spite of a gimpy knee—and, more challenging, my daughter’s fifth-birthday celebrations—I trained through that next
week and posted 40 miles. I took a couple days off, and then my remaining runs
through the taper were, to my surprise, pain free.
During the taper, I prepared myself mentally by accepting
this reality: Somewhere around ten miles into the race, my IT band would begin
to hurt. Pain would intensify but couldn’t get much worse than I experienced at
Free State. I would encounter a two-mile downhill stretch around miles 13 and
25. This downhill would be excruciating, so I would need to move as quickly as
possible on the uphills and flats to make up for lost time. Then, eventually, I
would finish the race, hopefully right around six hours after I started.
The Man Said “Go”…
…So I went. At 6:30 a.m., the shivering 50 and 25k’ers
shuffled forward a short distance through the Visitor Center parking lot and
organized single-file onto the trail. The front half of the 50k women’s field
grouped together quickly and settled into a comfortable 9- to 10-minute pace on
the opening downhill miles. I hung with some of them, trying to take advantage
of their experience as local runners; they knew which hills to walk and
which ones to run.
I worked to keep my brain turned off as fresh legs carried
me forward, but doubts stubbornly crept in. So many miles—miles I had never run
before—lay ahead. My legs moved effortlessly now, but I knew that sooner than
later they wouldn’t move with such freedom. Cramps were starting low in my gut.
And very subtle, brief twinges in the left knee reminded me that time was
already running out for this adrenalin-laced, pain-free section of the race.
These negative feelings wrapped around me. I stayed on the
heels of a group of runners, trying to slow my breathing. My gut rolled and
cramped again. “You are nowhere but right here, right now,” I told myself,
forcing away panic. “You are right here, right now.” I couldn’t worry about
what was going to happen. I could only deal with the piece of trail immediately
in front of me.
We hit a steeper climb about a mile from the first aid
station. The local runners were on their toes, pushing it at a
9-minute-per-mile pace. I fell back to a hike. If my stomach was going south, I
needed to correct the situation. I tipped back my bottle and drank as much as I
could stand. When I hit the flat, dirt road to the first aid station, I settled
into a steady jog and finished off the water. Already the cramps eased, and by
the time I re-filled my bottle at mile 6, the stomach issues were forgotten.
Reality Accepted
“Okay, there you are,” I thought, and glanced at my Garmin.
Seven-point-three miles. That’s how far I made it without IT-band pain. And
once it arrived, it took a strong grip and hung on doggedly the remainder of
the race. Sometimes it would ease for a mile or so, only to return, and a few
times it sent a jolt of an electric kind of pain that scared me. But since I
had accepted the discomfort as my reality long before the start of the race, it
actually came as a relief when it happened. Now I could run without any
anticipation. Just me and my malfunctioning leg, out for a run in the woods.
“Aid Station to Aid Station”
I have heard this phrase plenty of times from veteran
ultrarunners, but it didn't make sense as a strategy in any of my other
races. A marathon: that, my mind could comprehend. But add on an extra five
miles: I was overwhelmed. And suddenly “aid station to aid station” made
perfect sense.
The War Eagle course has aid stations lined up roughly three
miles apart, and I found myself leaving one aid station immediately looking
forward to seeing Rick and Adrian three miles later. Knowing they’d be there at
the end of that section kept me moving, and I really didn’t start thinking
about the finish line until I left the final aid station.
So, with that strategy in place, I ran as steadily as I
could. Ate a GU every 30 minutes. Drained a water bottle between each aid
station, and occasionally plopped in a fizzy GU Brew tab. Salted about every 90
minutes, though these came a little more frequently and irregularly toward the
end. I only used the aid stations to fill up my bottle and relied entirely on
gels for nutrition. Rick met me at each stop with a buffet of supplies laid out
in the back of the Jeep, so I could grab and go without slowing down.
That hill at mile 13 and 25 did to me what I had expected:
the first time down, I was involuntarily vocalizing the discomfort; the second
time I was just numb. Temperatures had risen from around 60°F at the start to
the low 80s, and the higher angle of the sun baked me between the Piney Road aid station and the final Townsend Ridge Road aid station.
At the bottom of the long hill, as I wandered beside a
shady, cool stream, I looked at my Garmin to see the mileage: 26.8. “Hey, I’m
an ultrarunner…” I thought groggily—and promptly tripped over a root.
Coming out of that creek drainage, the trail went up for a
little over a mile before leveling out to the final aid station. The dull ache
of muscle fatigue had just started to kick in, though it was difficult to gauge
that discomfort over the sensations in my knee, as well as my ankles that
voiced their complaints over the uneven terrain. The trail was very runnable ("...too
runnable," I thought to myself a few times), but the small rocks made each foot
placement variable and uncertain.
I reached the aid station and dully accepted the assurance
that I had about two miles to go to the finish line. I gave Adrian a sweaty hug.
About half a mile later, I hit an intersection guarded by volunteers. “That way
to the finish,” they said. Then, another intersection: “About a mile to the
finish.”
The final stretch to the visitor center rolls mostly uphill,
but something that struck me as astonishing was happening: My Garmin was
occasionally registering 8-minute miles, and the pain in my legs had
disappeared. Part of me wondered if I should slow down in case I wasn’t giving
Rick and Adrian enough time to drive to the finish line. With all the
anticipation, that last mile dragged on, but the sound of distant cheering
pulled me in. At last I crested the embankment, hit pavement, and—six hours and
five minutes after I left—there was the finish line.
Life After Ultra
The race itself went smoothly and was generally
unremarkable. The part that surprised me, instead, was how I felt after the
race:
This year’s Free State Marathon left me completely drained
in the days following the race. So, I expected to be exhausted and useless for
at least a week after War Eagle. Instead, I rode an incredible endorphin high
for the next three days, struggling to fall asleep and bouncing out of bed in
the morning.
As a general rule, I finish my races dehydrated. But the
night of War Eagle, I was lying awake with a headache, chills, and a diminished
appetite—symptoms, I eventually realized, of low sodium (and too much water).
Recovery was not what I expected, either: I thought I would
finish the race absolutely hobbled. The first 24 hours, the affected left leg
was difficult to bend—but by Monday, I was able to run with minimal pain in the
IT band, and Wednesday I had a completely pain-free five-mile run.
And one final effect of running this race that I hadn’t
anticipated:
I can’t stop thinking about the next one.
1 comment:
I'm not a runner, and never have been -- and at this stage in my life, probably never will be -- but damned if you don't inspire me to strongly consider it. If not running, you make me think about a lot of other things I've shuffled to the side in life. (I also wish I'd been friends with you when we both went to the same school. Ah well.)
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